Today

Well as i scout the internet to avoid doing work, that really i should be doing, but i know i need to stretch my time sometimes and now just happens to be one of those times. I have come to realize what i can do here, write my mederings and thoughts that pass thru out the day. Today's topic, there really is no way to put all the different ideas in to on topic so i best just start writting.
This morning i had an idea, i want to write a book. This suggestion comes from an indeep fantasy of mine that has to do with a world that battles for it's own survial. It's not about earth, nore in any way affilated with it. Frankkly i am kind of sick of all the ideas, books, and movies that humans save the world. Were are all the planets that destroy there hopes and dreams in a struggle to save themselves. Thats the true nature of a culture, to build themselve high and might only to be smacked down by another culture that has more ambitions and objectives that are enforced thru out the civilization that it encompases. Any way, in this book i have thought about some of the technology that may be around and used. In this story of course there are Space ships, why? Because spaceships are fucking cool! So i decied to look for a spaceship build program online, sometimes you get lucky and find some cool little program that will do a partial job of what you intened and you just expand from there. Well in my travels i came acrossed a site "43 things.com". Interesting site devoted to people associting with others about what they want, or perhaps have and assiting others in obtaining. Interesting.... There is a wide varity of things, basically anything you can think of. After buzzing around for a bit, realing and entertaining myself, i quit for a bit. I was just out side having a smoke when it hit me, what is the one thing that no one can ever have back once it is gone.... A freind... one that passes away. So now i am kind of sad in a way, that i need to think about these things when i am at work, and that how unresponcive i am about death... It's the one subject i totally hate to talk about, not that i am scared, just that i am one of those people that might take it to far. What i mean is, have you ever wondered what it feel like to put you hand in a mower, you know you are not supposed to do it, yet there is always an urge to just once try it and see.. common sences says it's a bad idea, and you can refrain from doing it. But death... well there is no sences in the act, so how can anything be common about it...
Well here it is 2:30, almost quiting time, going to go get a hair cut. It's hot, have long hair right now, need to get it shorten to cool off. Sometimes i wish i could just shave my head. But my stylest and good friend will not let me, and i trust her, she is smart.
Well that's it for now.. check out 43things.com when you get a chance, it's fun.
Later
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WHAT are you doing here? What am I doing here?