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Well it's been almost a month know since I have been engaged and my last post. Spring has sprung, the weather has broke, the days are getting warming and the nights are shorter. Odd oh much weather can make a difference in your attitude and energy levels. Spring is weird to me in the sense that I have motivation once again, I want to go do stuff, I want to get out and run amok... I am enjoying my daily smoke breaks at work much more now, since I can go outside and smoke in the sun.

Have had an array of birthdays over the last months too.. First started with my mom, then my sister, then my dad and my grandmother. Not mention the addition to my life the family I am planning on marrying into, My Fiancé s sister’s daughter and the twins. We had a family birthday party for the twins this past Sunday, it was fun. It was nice to have her family over to our house for sandwiches and cake. I guess I never really noticed how many peoples birthdays are in the late winter early spring stages of the year. Must be a lot parents get busy during the June-July Months. And who can blame them, they are excellent months to be doing it and enjoying life.

Ah how people's attitudes change with the course of the weather.. People at work seem a bit more antsy, as if they need to be some were they don't, but are cheerful and happy as ever...Kind of disgusting if you ask me, but I notice it in myself as well. I feel some what more energized and more "nice" you could say... Hard to believe I know but it happens. I guess when you portray a certain way for so long, that people then naturally believe that you are that way all the time and do not see you as being any other way. Not that I really care about what people think or even what you think as you read this. I am who I am, and I am proud to be this way, and would not be anyone else but myself. That doesn't mean I am not willing to change, Ii have my ways yes, but change is always an option since some time I don't change because I don't see any benefit in change or any reasoning. But if there is a good reason, one that makes things better or interesting, then I am all for it. Once again I think it's hard for some people to understand that as well and cannot comprehend when I say I want to give something a try. Growing up I was difficult in the sense that I never tried anything, but then I realized how can I experience life if I don't try things? I might not like what ever it is, but I will never know unless I try, so give it a shot I say. Most of the time you can go back to what ever it was before so it's not like your doing something that is going to change your life for ever. And if it does, perhaps its a good change.

Easter is around the corner, hooray... What the big deal is I am not sure, ok so it's a religious holiday. So were did the bunny that lays eggs come from? Is it that rabbit "hump like rabbits" during the spring, and that birds build nests and lay eggs that started this stupid holiday. Is Easter a metaphor for screwing and reproduction? I can see the understanding behind that hole philosophy. Instead we buy chocolate bunnies and eat caramel eggs all to make a profit for some company. It's for the kids to, which is cool and all, when I was a kid it meant a basket full of candy! Oh those were the days, but now as an adult that doesn't seem all to appealing, since if I want candy I can go out and get it when ever I want. So what is in it for me.. Another day of watching TV and going to bed early...Hooray!

Well all that's it for another month..

Later
DW