Gaming.. Why is it so addicting? So here i sit at work, waiting for my program to run and print of a bunch of orders, and while i wait i am entiest to search the internet.. for what i realy don't konw...
But still i do manage to always come back to the sites i normally vist, most of them are related the game of the year.. In 2003 it was Renagade, which for those that don't know it is a First Person Shooter developed by the makers of Command and Conquer. And it is totally set on the story of the first release of the game in 1995. Anyway i would get online and play with all the guys that usually hopped on at that time. After some time, a guy the i played alot of matches with, one i considered my equal as far as "talent" is concerned approached me one day and asked i would like to start a clan with him. His Name was Lobos. He was a cool charactor, well liked, and always acused of cheating like i was. So we start a clan called Global Elite Empowerment or GEE. I ask a few poeple i knew and he ask a few people he knew, bringing our membership up to 13 or 14 members. We were not a bad clan, we had the heavy hitters, just we did not work to well together some times. Each person kinda did there own thing alot. After about three or four months of developing this clan, we had a website and a server to call our own. I made a horrible mistake, i said some harsh words to some one that really i did not know, just happened that day in paticaular was a bad day all around. A member of my clan copied what i wrote and showed the person this letter of just irattional thoughts was directed to, and i was kinda put on the hot seat. I knew what i did was wrong, and i admitted to it and left the clan. i basicaly took a long break for four months. I tried other games that were out there, and basicaly did my own thing. I returned to the clan to play Renegade to see alot of new people and new problems. After some times my personal life stated to get more interesting, and my gaming time was cut so i kinda disappeared agian for a few months. This time when i returned the clan had changed, there was a merger with another clan DTA that had faild, and then DT which happened to work. The new name for the Clan was GDE or Global Dark Empowerment. Lobos was still the leader and in there were others that were doing really well. Once agian there were alot of new faces. I was still good at the game, was able to take on just about any one and win, that is untill the server starts laging on you... Then the unthinkable happened - LOBOS HAD JOINED ANOTHER CLAN! Basicaly he was double claning on us and was caught. Now in the clan world this is something you don' t do unless you tell ever one what you are doing and why. And i say this becuase you could have a clan war with the other clan and he would know your startagies and movements... Well inlight of this news we all were pretty harsh on him. And now that i look back i feel bad for some of the things that i said to him, he just really disapointed me. Any way at this time a new game had been released Halflife 2 and its mod brothern Counter Strike:Source. This game was not for the week minded computers... i took a liking to this game fast. It was fast action, and great fun with other people. So engulft myself into playing everyday when i came home from work. At the time the girlfriend worked nights, so i would sit and play all night till she got home. Once agian i got really good at this game fast. i enjoyed playing with whom ever, and i never really cared if people cheated, just means i need to find a new way of killing them.
Durning this release of this game, a few members form my clan decied they didn't want to be in gDE anymore, and went off and started there own clan SGC or Super Gaming Commandos (yes it is a stupid name). They wanted to play CS:S for there clan, meanwhile my clan (GDE) was not going to support the game, becuase not enough people had the game nor the computer power to run it. So i told my clan i was leaving to play with SGC untill a new game that we have all been waiting for came out BattleFeild 2. So i played with SGC, had some really good times, i was pretty good.. only a few other people even touched me when i played. and the ones that got me were usually alot better than me, so really it just made me play harder.
Then it came, the release of Battlefeild 2. The game i have been addicted to since i stated playing the demo. It is a great game, so great i even dream about it. As far as how good i am, well if i didn't have job, nor a life i probably would be at the top, but due to haveing a life i can't possible do that, so i just play for fun. I get home ever day and jump online for 2 hours and play.. And yes i play with both SGC and GDE players.. i am GDE after all, and some how i am still the leader of that clan. I really don't konw why, i don't do anything, but post my thoughts, and bitch at people for oversteping there bounderies on issues. Besides that i love playing. AngryC4killer has become a good partner in crime on the game, he is good, sometimes he gets alittle angry about nothing but still we all do at some piont... temper is somthing you must learn to control and keep undercontrol if you wish to play online games alot.
well it's lunch time so i better run..